This is so frustratingggggg. Apart from the boston bag dilemma, there's more stuff that's cropping up and clogging my arteries with rage. I thought I could just leave the whole bunch of you behind in the US of A all over the world and never to face my vulnerabilities ever again. Just when I thought it'll soon be over, just when I thought that my life could be saved, you came back knocking on my window pane opening all the deceits and defeits. My mind tells me one thing but my mind-II tells me another. The mind wants to go for it and just hopefully plunge down into a fantasy world where everything is perfect. The mind-II is helluva conscious and wants to avoid all the problems and just shun reality. Which should I heed, The courageous yet risky one, or the smart yet timid one? Grr, my mind is in this huge whirlwindy-tornado-hurricane. (PS. This is not a boy situation so please, don't jump to conclusions you weirdo-dumbos!) I hate facebook for giving me so many problematic social-networking problems. I hate facebook for allowing people, whom I've been trying so hard to remain alienated from, to add me. I hate facebook coz' it allows people I want to desperately hide from see me in the "People you may know" section. I feel like slapping facebook. And msn. Oh sh'dupp, I'll take a breather and go shopping.
